FearDo I frighten you?Fear
You saw the face I show the world. Fear was the furthest thing from your mind.
Kind, polite, friendly, handsome... in the right light.
I am more than that person you saw. Somewhere in places you don't think about, you knew that. Wicked, disrespectful, mean and ugly.
The one that enjoys destroying beautiful things. Exposing how fragile illusions can be. And here you are...fresh meat.
Sometimes beautiful things need to be broken.
I would have destroyed it just to see that flash in your eyes. To hear the sound it beauty being
The OmegaA dozen or more pages of thoughts and feelings that spanned a terrible moment in my life.The Omega
I could no longer stand to look at them.
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This is all that remained:
What left never came back. What came back is different. For better or worse...
Sleepless nightTICK, TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK... I know...I know... I know...its late, you don't need to remind me. I have enough voices I don't want to hear. I don't need a clock to remind me what is waiting for me when I dream. {SLEEP} There is something stirring around in this place. It is a dark secret I have hidden. It doesn't like to be ignored. I am not afraid of it. I hid it for a reason. I also know better than to ask why. TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK... {sigh} Hello clock. Did you miss me? Inhale...1-2-3-4-5Sleepless night
InsanityMy insanity dangles his feet on the farthest edge of my mind I will not push it into the abyss as we have been friends a long time. He sits there like a child...unafraid. I have much to learn from him about freedom.Insanity
I know he is relentless and cruel, something to be feared. He does not frighten me like he does others as we have been friends a long time. He makes me laugh and gives me what I need...strength. I have much to learn from him about wisdom.
My insanity dances with oblivion, plays with monsters, and sings with nightmares. I admire him, this is why
Your FearI'm the part of you that you always think is behind you I'm the part of you that always laughs at all your faults I'm the part of you that delights in the fact that some nightmares are real I suppose you should be afraid of me I suppose you should run from me Then tell me this Why aren't you? Why are you embracing me? Why are you saying It's alright? Why are you saying that I shouldn't fear as long as you are here?Your Fear
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